Sometimes, I really don't understand myself.
Times like these.
I'll be really happy and then one little thing will happen and I'll start crying hysterically.
Like right now.
I'll feel really hurt and betrayed when who hurt and betrayed me didn't really do anything wrong.
And I'll think, "You should stop crying, because you look really unattractive when you cry."
And that happened just a second ago.
And I'll feel so upset, I want to scream and scream and scream, but all that happens is this horrible sound that I always make when I cry. It sounds like a coughing duck. And I try to block out the thoughts and dry off my face but all that happens is more tears. And I really just want them to stop or a little joy to come into my life and make me smile or laugh.
But it doesn't.
About Me
- laurielou
- Oh deary. About me sections are always my least favorite. My name is Laura, I like typing, singing off key, belittling myself, watching movies, hanging out with friends, and lots of other normal teenager things. I like animals and Italian food and I find Harrison Ford attractive. I love vitiman water, Nutella, pom poms and Converse.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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hey, darling. don't worry, life can be tough, even in good situations. I'm here for you.
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