crushesss

Two posts in one day. One right after the other one. What is this madness?


I absolutely hate having crushes on boys. I know I needn't worry about things like that because it's a completely normal thing for a teenage girl to have a crush. Why can't life be easy though? Why can't the people I'm attracted to be attracted to me back? Why does that person seem so much smarter and better? Why do I have to be nervous around them? "People are just people like you." It still doesn't matter. You're still nervous around them. And you feel so incredibly stupid when you say something lame. Or something they don't get the reference to whatever you're talking about. Or when you're the one who doesn't get the reference. Or when they say something that you don't agree with but you can't say anything about it because what would they think?

ohmygosh